♥ ♥ CheryL-LuVs-U ♥ ♥

BOOOO!!

2011-06-13T16:15:00.000-07:00

Hello people !!! :D

OMGGGG !!!

It's so quiet over here -,-

Haven't blog any stuff here since 1...2...3 MONTHS + !!! LOL

Seriously, I've been to through quite a hard time these few months...

Hmmm...So yea :/

Anyhow, I promise I will blog a really loooong post on what happen in this few months after I finish my finals yea, which is in another 2-3 weeks time :)

I promise !!!

Ciao for noww !!!

Buhbyeeee~ ♥

P/S : My 21st birthday is coming soon !!! :D

Happy 5th Monthsary ♥

2011-03-04T17:15:00.000-08:00

Dear diary,

I love how he went upstairs to check on me and woke me up for awhile when he's halfway finish drinking with his friends Daniel downstair at his house the other day.

Waking up looking at him smiling at me and pat me on the head makes me so feel loved and pampered.. :)

It was a surprise for me when he agreed to cook for me for the very first time that night.

Although its just a simple instant noodle, but that's already consider a very big deal for me.

He used to call me to sleep straight so I wouldn't feel hungry.

Silly him :)

I love him holding me beside when we sleep that day.

We laughed and we talked...

It might seems normal and nothing to him..

But to me,

it means so much...

We hardly spend our time talking on the phone and having each other around...

How I wish the time could stop at that very moment...

I really wish I could spend more time together with him...

Sigh.

Everytime I look at him sleeping soudly...

My eyes filled with tears...

Every unhappy and sad stuff about him in my heart had just washed away..

At the moment my tears fall,

I knew I really love him...

I know it sounds silly,

but I guess only the tears can really tell how much he meant to me...

Its our 5th monthsary 4 days ago,

time really flies :)

Dear,

Just want to let you know.

I'll always be there and be the best for you.

Always~

I hope you kept your promise and really try to be a better bf :)
I believed someday you will change.
I have faith in you.
Let's try our best to be the best for each other.

Happy 5th Monthsary Dear. ♥

I love you.

Always have, always will.

P/S : 倾听自己内心的声音，了解对方内心的感受，爱的节奏，要靠双方共同调整，一起掌握。

心情

2011-02-23T01:05:00.000-08:00

Wednesday ( 12.22am)

现在的我躺在床上，一面在听音乐，一面在blogging。。

在等着他回家。。

知道他平安到家我就能安心睡了 :)

每次近要十点半的时候。。

我都会一直留意墙壁上的时钟。。

留意时间。。

每次都好期待他放工，打电话给他。。

好期待听到他的声音。。

好期待能跟他聊聊。。

每天都几乎一两封信息。。

能真真讲话的时间就只能在他放工的时候。。。

但讲话的时间也好少。。

很多时候都那几秒。。

那一两分钟。。

有时候真的真的好希望能跟他多聊聊。。

听到他的声音，

就感觉他好象在我旁边。。

真的好喜欢那种感觉。。

每次有什么伤心难过的时候。。

有他的安慰。。

听到他的声音。。

我就好了很多。。

有时候想起他那些傻傻的动作。。

看回他那些搞笑的信息。。

自己也会傻傻的笑了起来。。

我，

很傻吧？

最近他好像有点变了。。

表现好像比以前好了一点。。

说真的，

我真的好高兴。。

看到他有进步，

就觉得自己一直以来的忍耐，迁就和包容都是值得的。。

不懂他是真的变了还是我多心？

不管怎样，

我，

还是爱他。。

我相信有一天。。

他会更好的。。

我要有耐心，

等待那一天 :)

突然想起。。

明天是又星期三了。。

其实，

我慢慢不喜欢了这一天。。

星期三通常是他休息的一天。。

不用做工。。

通常他休息的那一天都留给他自己，他朋友。。

很少留给我了。。

他每次都说有很多东西要做。。

我也不能说什么。。

就只能这样把自己的心情收在里面。。

当然我希望他休息的那一天，

两个人能在一起。。

走个街。。

看个戏。。

一起吃东西。。

两个人只呆在家陪对方也好。。

只要能跟他在一起。。

在哪里去哪里都无所谓。。

我不出声。。

把自己的心情收起来，

是因为我知道他也应该有自己的空间。。

我知道他喜欢跟朋友在一起。。

做他喜欢做的东西。。

所以也只能这样。。

他的心情。。

他的感受。。

比我还来得重要。。

我在乎他多过自己。。

我只想要他开心。。

只要他开心。。

看到他开心。。

我什么都无所谓了。。

他的电话有问题了。。

所以听电话要像我一样开loudspeaker很不方便。。

等我这个月尾还是下个月头买了Iphone 4后就存钱买电话给他。。

给他个惊喜 :)

可是我又好想买鞋子，买手表给他。。

他鞋子坏了，

手表不见了。。

怎么办？

好想他能拥有全部。。

突然脑海里又漂浮着他那副傻傻的样子。。

自己又笑了起来 :P

时间也不早了。。

现在是凌晨1点45分。。

是时候打电话给他，

看他在家了没 :)

大家晚安 ♥

Valentine's Day ♥

2011-02-19T22:53:00.000-08:00

It's been a long time I dint blog...

Its all quiet here...

Well, lots of things happens lately.

Yea, Chinese New Year and Valentine are over now and I dint blog anything bout it...

It's so dead here...

Well, I'll blog it in my next post :)

Yesterday the BF is kinda weird...lol

Well, I don't knw why but I like the way he text me yesterday, he called me honey instead of dear :)

I don't know why it makes me feels special ♥ :)

And he called me up first after he finish work !

I'm was......surprised as I'm the one who used to called him always after he's finish working...

How I wish he could be that way everyday...

I feel loved and happy when I see his text tat day, cant stop re-reading it again n again (><)

Yea, I know I'm silly but perhaps that's wat u called love I guess :)

Sometimes, some little things could really just brighten up ur day, ur mood and ur heart :)

On Valentines day,

We went to Cineleisure to watch movie after he's finish working...

We watched 'Shaolin'

Went to have our late dinner at Papparich while waiting for the movie to start :)

The movie is okay, not bad...

But lots of cruel n bloody scene (><)

I feel pity for those innocents ppl n kids killed by those bad peoples in movies but the BF was laughin watching it -,- lol

There's one fella was snoring loud as hell when we're watching -,- like REALLY LOUD !!! LOL

Someone should complain n kick him out !! haha :P

We went back home straight after watching movie,

its kinda late already tho :(

Reached home at 2.30am...

Oh ya, I bought him this as a Valentine gift cause I think he looks good in wearing hoodies :)

Wanted to get him a watch but he's already have one...

Oh well... =/

But then I get to knw he lost his watch a day before Valentine !!

GRR! Should have bought him a watch !! :/

GAP Hoodie

I wrote him a card too, telling all my feelings inside...

Only him knows wat I wrote and how I feel :)

Yes,

I love him :)

He stil owe me a presenttttt ! :P

P/S : Cherish every single moment together ♥

2011-01-01T23:58:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I wish you could walk into my heart and listen to what it says.

Christmas ♥

2010-12-27T01:05:00.000-08:00

Hey blog readers !!

How's your Christmas celebration? :)

Mine was okay :)

Celebrated with the boyfriend and some friends together on Christmas Eve...

Gave him a Christmas present that night...

Armani Exchange Signature Eagle Belt :)

And he gave me a Christmas present too ♥

A pair of cute couple bear bear !! lol

I was laughin and smiling when I open the present alone at my room...haha

Thanks dear ! :)

I'm goin to hug it every night when I sleep :P

Am looking forward for New Year eve's now...

Hopefully its goin to be much more fun that Christmas eve :)

Anyway, its 28th today !!

Yes,

It's our 3rd Monthsary !!

Dear,

Time flies and here we are....we're together for 3 months now :)

In this past 92 days, lots of things happen...

Me and your mum turn close friends and U tried to changed to be a better bf lately...

I'm so happy to see that... I really hope things will go on this way :)

I love you dear. I really do...

I cherish every moment and every second with you.

I heart you Feeder Lim

Happy 3rd Monthsary ♥

I love you ♥ :)

P/S : You can give without loving, but you can never love without giving... True love never fails, people fail to truly love.

Hellooo peeps

2010-12-12T11:03:00.000-08:00

Hey people !!

It's been quite awhile I come here to blog..

And yea, I know the previous post are sorta emo...lol

Oh well, I blog about my life...

Tats why I named my blog the Memories of Life...

So yea, not always happy-exciting-joyful stuff happen around me...

We humans always have ups and downs in our life right?

Agree? :)

I just came back from supper with dear at Dataran Sunway :)

It's the very first time he ask me out for supper after for so loooong !!

*Iiishh*

Well, at least he did ask me out right? :)

Am going to Singapore in another 3 hours time !!

Gosh !

Cant believe I'm still blogging right now ! -,- LOL

Will update about my trips to Singapore when I'm back

Stay tuned !

Goin off to bed now !!

Nights peeps !! :)

P/S : Hopefully everything will slowly be different now :)

2010-11-29T03:02:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I wished you really know how I feel deep inside.....

P/S : I miss how you used to be.... I miss the old times...

Happy 2nd Monthsary ♥

2010-11-28T01:00:00.000-08:00

Happy 2nd Monthsary Dear !!!

Time passes so quickly and its 28th again ! :)

Even though we don't meet each other often but I still feel your warmness around me..

You might be out of my sight but never in my mind...

I always have you in my heart...

I'm happy to have you. :)

For yesterday's memories, today's love and tomorrow's dream...

I love you Feeder Lim ♥

Happy 2nd Monthsary ~ ♥ :)

P/S: I'm like a fish outta water without you :P

2010-11-27T01:00:00.000-08:00

只想，静静地躺在你的怀里听你在我的耳边温柔细语。。
　　
只想，紧紧地抱住你用尽全身的力气。。
　　
只愿，有你的陪伴走过一个个孤寂漫长的夜晚。。
　　
只愿，画地为牢做只属于你一个人的女子。。
　　

亲爱的，

你知道我有多想你吗？
　　
盯着手机发呆，想你。。
　　
反复地看着聊天记录，想你。。
　　
听着熟悉的歌，想你。。

心里，脑子里密密麻麻的全都是你。。。

我好想你。。

P/S : It's 28th tomorrow :)

他

2010-11-26T22:45:00.000-08:00

窗外突然下起了雨。。

我在房间里躺在床上。。

还在默默地等着他的信息。。

看着我们在webcam一起拍的相片。。

自己傻傻的笑了起来。。

好想念他以前会在网上陪我的时刻。。

他只要有手提电脑可以上网他都会上线找我陪我。。

甚至在朋友的家帮朋友弄电脑。。

他也会上线陪我。。。

每次webcam他都一定逗我笑，让我笑翻。。

只要看到他那副傻傻的样子。。

自己也会不自不觉会笑了起来。。

还记得他常常问我，我的样子真的有那么好笑吗？

而我每次就傻傻的笑着说。。

因为你的样子很搞笑，很另人讨厌。。

两个就笑了起来。。

每次webcam我一定是抱着很开心的心情。。

每次都很期待他放工的时候。。

因为他曾经说过，

放工后会想起我。。

时间都会留给我。。

偶尔他会打电话给我。。

陪我聊天帮我解闷。。。

讲了好多好好笑的东西。。

让我嘻嘻哈哈的。。

每次挂电话前。。

我都爱整他，

逼对方说出那三个字才能去睡觉。。

真的好想念当时候。。。

记得有一次我生病了。。

情绪不稳定。。

哭了。。

当时的他已经不小心睡了。。

我发个短信给他，

只是叫了他＇dear...＇一声。。

几分钟后他打电话来。。

当时候我吓倒。。

没想到他会打回来。。

当时我还在哭。。

都不敢接他电话。。

结果最后还是接了。。

他听得出我哭。。

很紧张我。。

很关心我。。

不停的问我为什么哭了。。

我告诉他我没事。。

可能是感冒了。。

当时我一直跟他道歉，

因为不小心把他吵醒了。。

叫他回去睡。。。

最后他也听话去睡了。。

怎知道突然有人在MSN找我。。

原来是他。。

他说要陪下我。。

要看看我。。

当时候我真的真的好感动。。

真的没想到他会上MSN找我。。

在webcam的时候他一直都在逗我笑。。

当时候真的觉得自己好像没生病了, 好多了。。

那天我真的真的好开心。。

好感动。。

我永远都会记得那天。。。

自从他换了工作后。。

就很少接触手提电脑了。。

一起webcam的日子也慢慢没了。。

由于薪水比较底了。。

电话他也慢慢没打了。。

也慢慢没找我。。

信息也少了很多。。

正常的人，我想心里都会有点难过吧？

他这份新的工作而且也没有offday。。

当然心里觉得更难过。。

没有了offday我们怎么能一起出来陪伴对方呢？

一天比一天的过。。

我也慢慢适应了跟他没有webcam，

没有和他一起出来约会的日子了。。

当然想他的时刻也越来越多。。

有时候真的真的好像告诉他我的感受。。

告诉他我有多么的想他。。

有时在想念他的时候。。

眼泪也从眼睛慢慢的滑落。。。

在眼泪的每一时刻。。

我发觉。。

自己真的爱了。。。

爱他，

就要忍耐一切。。

爱他，

就要迁就他。。

爱他，

所以不顾一切的付出。。

只要有爱他的一天，

我都会好好的对待他，

爱惜他，

关心他，

在乎他，

把最好的都留给他。。。

因为,

他比我任何一样东西还更重要。。

因为,

我爱他。。。

P/S : My heart beats only for you...

2010-11-22T22:40:00.000-08:00

I love you today, yesterday and every tomorrow. ♥ :)

P/S : The happiest people don't have the best of everything, they just make the best of everything they have.

2010-11-21T23:59:00.000-08:00

He has no idea what goes on through  her mind.

She's so good at pretending and  he will never know how many tears are  fallen each night for him.

Nor the endless  hours that she wastes thinking maybe....

Just maybe....

P/S : I miss the smile, I miss the laughter, I miss who he used to be....

2010-11-20T23:58:00.000-08:00

'' You will never know how many times I’ve laid

on my bed all night just thinking

about the happy moments we used to have. ''

P/S : I miss how you used to put a smile on my face...

Happy Birthday to Mum & Dear ♥

2010-11-13T23:59:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to my Mum and you Dear ♥

Hope ya'lls wishes come true.

I love you both very very much.

Mwah

♥

Samantha James ♥

2010-11-03T00:37:00.000-07:00

I'm kinda addicted to Samantha James's song recently.

Thanks to Michelle Phan,

I've get to know these songs through her makeup tutorial videos on YouTube.

The songs are relaxing, nice and soothing.

I'm lovin it. ♥

This is one of my top favorite.

It's called Rise.

I really feel good and relax while listening to it.

Try and listen to it and tell me wat to do you think about this song.

Don't forget to pause my blog's music player before listening.

Hope ya'll enjoy =]

This one is not bad either =]

Finals are ending soon !!!

Cant wait !!!

P/S : I'm having serious sore throat !!! It hurts so bad !! =[

How I wish

2010-10-31T23:32:00.000-07:00

How I wish I was not that lonely...

How I wish if I'm given more attention...

How I wish to be that happy girl again......

How I wish......

Happy 1st Monthsary ♥

2010-10-28T01:15:00.000-07:00

Happy Monthsary Dear ♥

Throughout the entire month you brought me so much smile and laughter.

You always brighten up my day, cheering me up with your silly 'tao yan' faces when I’m down and sad, I'm always happy around you :)

I want you to know how much I love you each and everyday.

It grows more stronger with each passing day and I love you more and more in each and every turn.

I'm looking forward to more monthsaries and anniversaries with you :)

Remember that I'm here always, beside you.

Happy 1st Monthsary Dear !!

I love you ♥

Love always,

Cheryl

Finals SUCK !!!

2010-10-13T21:00:00.000-07:00

WOAH ~~

Time really flies and it's 13th October today....

It's been quite awhile I dint really update my blog...

Yesshhhhh !!

U're right !!!

I'm having my finals now again !!

*Ugh*

Stress-gilaaa....

I sleep like 3, 4 , 5am everyday !!

Imagine how dark is my black eye circle ==''

I'm so dead....

I'm going to fail my Animation and 3D this semester....

*Sigh*

It's freakin hard and seriously I dun really get wat the lecturer is teaching in class =.=

Am I getting dumb or sumthing ?

I having permanent memory loss? ==''

I cant recall anything the lecturer teach after the class...

Gosh !!!

I'm so USELESS !! (><)

I have a strong feeling that I might fail this semester =/

God, please help....

I'm struggling hard here...

I wish I have more time to do my assignments and learn the softwares all over again =/

*Sigh*

Sometimes I just wished there's a time machine for us to travel back to the old times and start all over again...

I'm soon-to-be broke (><)

2 of my sisters are having their birthday this month..

And nxt month is my mum and dear's 21st birthday....

Guess wat?

Both of their birthday falls on the same day ==''

LOL!

Wat a coincidence... !!

Guess I need to split myself into two to celebrate their birthday tat day...lol

God,

Please let me pass my semester this year !!! =(

I promise I'll be good next year...

P/S : Holiday is coming ~~ Wootsssss ! =]

New Chapter of Life ♥

2010-09-28T06:14:00.000-07:00

A New Chapter of Life

28.9.2010

P/S : 希望我的决定是对的。。。=]

Thankyou ♥

2010-09-24T12:20:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Feeder Lim...

He came all the way to my apartment and gave me this =]

Thanks to KT a.k.a Gor Gor

He brought me food and a new pen drive after finding out I lost mine.

I wanted to thanks Swee Heng as well as he try to come over and gave me stuff too but I stopped him cause I dun want to trouble him to come all the way here to give me food and stuff too. ><

I really REALLY appreciate everything ya'll do for me...

Thanks alot.

P/S : 被人疼爱的感觉好幸福 ♥

R.I.P Martin

2010-09-13T08:22:00.001-07:00

I lost a my friend in car accident last Wednesday...

Martin's Car Accident ( News )

I was sleeping peacefully when all the sudden I was woken by a call from my sister... Telling me one of her friend, which is my friend too died in an accident just few hours ago. I was so shocked and sad about it when my sister told me... My heart feel so.....down... I couldn't believe wat I just heard...I was really really sad....

My sister was really sad too as she just went drinking with him and some other friends few hours ago before the accident. She never thought that would be the last night she saw and drink with him.

Sighhh...

Never thought he would leave us so early.....

Martin,

I went to see u on Saturday, did u saw me? =[

I was there to visit u tat day...Its the first time I see u, and its so sad to see u in the coffin....

Sighhh...

I will always miss the moments u joke with me together with ur bros...

U're truly a nice friendly friend...

We're gonna miss u so much...

Rest in peace my friend...

We'll always pray for u...

U're always in our heart.....

R.I.P Martin Poon

26.01.1988 - 09.09.2010

P/S : May you forever rest in peace.... You will be missed greatly ='(

A Great Lesson

2010-09-03T19:20:00.000-07:00

Was totally tired and dead last night....

Woke up at 6.3oam to do my presentation stuff this morning and went back to bed again at 7.50am again....

Guess wat?

I woke up at 8.3oam again to prepare for class...

Imagine how tired I am...

I'm already half dead n I'm still here blogging...haha

Don't feel like taking a nap now...

Wanted to sleep damn early later... =]

Supposed to go clubbin with my sister last night for the very first time but I just could't do it,rejected her invitation at the end...

I told her I dint wanna go for it but she still insist bringing me to the club...

She wanted to bring me to meet someone and introduce her frens to me as I don't have much frens here at my college...

FYI, my college have damn a lot of foreigners, it's the most international college in M'sia ==''

I know its very sweet of her but I just couldn't do it...

I was all tired and exhausted lately....

And the female shit I'm having now is making me all cranky and tired....

*UGH*

PMS ~!!

And I dint went to clubs for so long and I dunno whether I still can drink like the old times...

Me n my sister argued because of this last night...

She was upset that I made up my mind for not goin to the club as she tried so many times talking to me, calling me to join her....

I was told that if I don't go, the party will be off and her frens will be pissed as everyone wanted me to join as well ....

I feel so guilty and I dint know wat to do...

I feel so bad.....

I have a rough time thinking so many things at one time...

And I finally I broke down in tears....

Guess PMS is one of the main reason of this...

I send a msg to her FB and apologized to her and her frens....

Maybe she was moved by wat I told her in the msg and she wasn't that upset anymore,

Telling me not to worry and cry as another fren of her will bring her n her frens to party...

I feel so..........

relieved.....

At least her frens still have the chance to go on partying... =]

I realized something....

Sometimes when sisters quarrel to each other, they actually will understand n love each other more....

Although we both quarrel and nag to each other alot, but deep down inside....

We know we love each other...

And that will never change....

'' I love you sis... You know I always do =] ''

I wanted to apologize to Swee Heng here for making him worry...

He knew I was all tired and still have to be 'forced' to club.... My phone credit was out and he reloaded for me in case if there's any emergency I could contact him and he'll come and 'save' me...That's very nice of u Heng, Thanks alot =]

I wanted to apologize and thanks to Feeder too...

I dunno how many times I 'ffk-ed' u ><... I'm so sorry for making u disappointed always... and thanks for giving me advice, comfort me whenever I have problems.... I really appreciate that... Seriously, Thanks alot =]

I wanted to thank to some new friends that I knew lately...

Especially Daphne, Dik & Shu Ying....

They are the new students transferred from TARC...

I knew them thru my Research Methodology class...We're in the same course but different class.... Still, we have great times together yumcha-ing and going out for dinner....

I feel so grateful and happy that FINALLY I get to know new friends here at my college as there's too many foreigners at my college which makes me kinda hard to mixed with....

U guys make my dull life better now...Thanks alot =]

Anyone goin to the Beach Party on 15th Septmeber ? =]

P/S : Appreciate everything and everyone around U...

Life

2010-08-18T03:02:00.000-07:00

My life is in black & white

Hey guys...

I know I've been MIA for like 3 weeks now...

I'm pretty lazy these days n my new semester had just started 2 weeks ago...

So yea....

I've been busying with some group projects n assignments lately...

Surprisingly I passed all my subjects last semester...

Thought I might fail 1 or 2 subjects tho...

Well, I must admit that I dint study hard last semester...

If it's not because one of my friend who willing to help n guided me...

I most probably failed some of the subjects...

Thanks again KT =]

Seriously I've been thinking alot lately....

I hate LIFE...

Life is surely strange at times...

At one minute you may be overjoyed and at the other you may feel like a rag…..

And Gosh not to mention life is so complicated… At times it’s simply exhausting to think about the future...

So yea !!

FML !!!

I just couldn't understand why life have to be so darn complicated...

Why cant humans just be NICE ?

Why cant this world just filled with love n peace?

No wars ? No cruelty ? No lies ? No hatred ?

People around us are lying, betraying, gossiping, taking advantage of peoples....

And one more thing,

Why are some people 2-faced ?

How can these bloody people even exist in this world ?!

It really annoys me and pissed me off !!! It gets on my nerves every single time !!

I just don't know why this people behaved like that....

'' Oh, I don't go to pubs/clubs, I hate em'.. I don't like that kind of places''

'' No, I don't smoke, I don't take drugs... It's bad for health ''

'' Oh no, I will never like this kind of girls/ guys... I never will ''

'' Yea, she/he is an a**hole... I hate him/ her too ''

GREAT...

If these is all ya'll ever said, please stick with your words...

PLS !!

Don't be a 2 faced...!!

I just hate those kind of people who try to convince u that he or she is not or right about something which is actually not or is....

This made me realize that one's personality and behavior are very much complicated as well....

*Sigh*

Talkin about behaviors n personality...

Sometimes I really hate myself...

Hate myself for being so soft-hearted all the time...

Why cant I be tough?

Selfish?

Cruel?

Cold- hearted?

Even for just ONCE ?

WHY ?

Never in my life I hated someone...

Cursed someone...

Seek revenge on someone...

Or scolded infront of someone with foul language...

I'm tired.....

Tired of being good girl and all....

I feels so.... stuborn for being good...

for being loyal, nice n naive....

I put so much effort on everything...

I offer and helped everyone who needs help...

And what do I get?

They actually used me...

betray me...

lied to me...

take advantage of me..

accuse me....

neglected me....

blaming me for something that I dint ever did....

What can be worst than that?!

They never appreciate what u did for them....

I'm not asking for a reward or a payback...

But cant I get treated the same way like how I treated ya'll ?

Just being nice?

I'm tired of falling and stand back on my feet again and again....

I'm not a strong lady....

I'm weak and soft hearted...

A simple apologies like "Sorry'' from someone can just wiped out every disappointment and sadness I get from them....

I'm just an ordinary girl who wish to be treated as the same...

Nice and loved by friends, family n lovers...

I don't wanna go through and suffer the pain anymore...

I have no idea how many times I tried to be bad and failed in end...

My sister wanted to teach me to smoke...

But I just couldn't do it......

I hope I could be a real bitch, who bitches around...

I want to be a playgirl who flirts alot and play with people's feeling...

I wan to be heart breakers...

I want to be rude, speaking foul language all the time...

I loose trust on someone I used to trust n depend always...

I loose confidence on everything...

I loose hope on every single people around me....

When can all this ends?

When I turned cold- hearted?

When I turned to a real bad girl?

Is that so?

I wish I'll be treated nicely...

I wish I have true friends...

I wish I'm sincerely loved by someone faithfully...

I wish my parents would understand more about me...

I wish everything goes on smoothly....

I wish I'm always happy...

P/S : I don't hate you...

Funny Video

2010-07-29T18:10:00.000-07:00

This is another funny video I've promised to post...

Do watch it =]

It's HILARIOUS !!!!!

I promised u'll laugh like a psycho !!!

HAHA~

Goin to dye my hair tomorrow =]

Hopefully it wont turn out bad...

College gonna start soon tho =/

Will blog again soon =P

Ciaooooooo ~

P/S: U disgust me !

'' You & I '' - Park Bom

2010-07-20T01:00:00.000-07:00

No words to describe...

I'm utterly speechless...

I am so in love with Park Bom's "You and I" song and her MV as well.

She's really gorgeous, looks like Dawn Yang tho...

Her soulful voice just blew me away...

Some of the scenes in the MV reminds me some sweet memorable memories of mine....

I love the lyrics of this songs...

I found the English translation....

It's just so....

Meaningful....

Note: Please pause my blog's music player before listening =]

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go

You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze

And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don't be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I'm be right here baby

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I'll be there for you baby

You and I together, It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..

'' 你记得你怎样望着我。。把我的样子记下。。然后画了一张画给我吗？

你还记不记得那些小蛋糕？

还记得我怎么给你惊喜吗？你的表情。。就像他一样。。。

让我想起了你。。想起了那天。。。

你那天的笑容。。。

我永远都不会忘记。。。

那天是我今生中其中一个。。

最快乐的一天。。。''

P/S : I'm learning how to play the song ''亲人'' by 叮当 with the piano =]

Will update soon =]

2010-07-16T23:58:00.000-07:00

Hey loves =]

I'm sorry I broke my promise...

Yea...

I dint upload any funny videos last week cause I was on Bangkok trip for 4 days...

I'm sorryyyyyyyy ~~

And I have quite alot of stuffs to do lately..

So yea,

I've got no time to blog....

I'm sorry again =[

Anyway,

I'll blog about my Bangkok trip on my next post kay? =]

Just to let u know...

I dun really have pictures of me taken at Bangkok...

LOL~

Don't ask me why...

Hahas.... =P

Will blog again tomorrow...

Feelin damn tired....

And it's raining now !!! ♥

Hehe... =P

Nights peeps !

XOXO

♥

P/S : I'm worst than I ever imagined... *Sigh*

SMILE for ME =]

2010-07-04T02:25:00.000-07:00

I'm trying to make myself calm...

I'm trying to make myself not to think about it...

I'm trying my best to keep myself in a better mood...

So yea,

I went on Youtube looking for Japanese funny pranks and game shows...

And guess wat?

It really brighten up my day !!!

OMG !!!

U dunno how I hard I laughed when I watch those funny videos !!!

Cause I'm those kind of person who laugh easily ! =P

The videos I watched are hilarious !!!

I decided to share the video here on my blog with the all of u =]

I want to share the smile n laughter together ♥ =]

Did u know humor and laughter strengthen your immune system, boost your energy, diminish pain, and protect you from the damaging effects of stress? =]

Laughter is a powerful antidote to stress, pain, and conflict =)

Nothing works faster or more dependably to bring your mind and body back into balance than a good laugh ! =P

Humor lightens your burdens, inspires hopes, connects you to others, and keeps you grounded, focused, and alert =)

6 BENEFITS YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT LAUGHTER =)

♥ Laughter relaxes the whole body
- A good, hearty laugh relieves physical tension and stress, leaving your muscles relaxed for up to 45 minutes.

♥ Laughter boosts the immune system

-Laughter decreases stress hormones and increases immune cells and infection-fighting antibodies, thus improving your resistance to disease.

♥ Laughter triggers the release of endorphins, the body’s natural feel-good chemicals

-Endorphins promote an overall sense of well-being and can even temporarily relieve pain.

♥ Laughter protects the heart

-Laughter improves the function of blood vessels and increases blood flow, which can help protect you against a heart attack and other cardiovascular problems.

♥ Laughter dissolves distressing emotions.

-You can’t feel anxious, angry, or sad when you’re laughing.

♥ Laughter helps you relax and recharge.

-It reduces stress and increases energy, enabling you to stay focused and accomplish more.

♥ Humor shifts perspective, allowing you to see situations in a more realistic, less threatening light. A humorous perspective creates psychological distance, which can help you avoid feeling overwhelmed.

So yea,

I want to brighten up your day ! =)

I'll try to post some funny videos on my blog if I found 1 kay?

I'll try my best to post more on weekends =)

Hopefully it will bring ya'll smile n laughter =]

Cheers !!

Note : Be sure to pause my blog's music player before watching it

* This video is really 'GELI' yet FUNNY !! =P

( The volume of this video is a little lower, be sure to turn up the volume higher before watching it =] )

*I laughed so hard watching this video !!! =P

P/S : I want to be happy n healthy =]

Life

2010-07-02T22:50:00.000-07:00

I just got to know something the past few days....

I'm really worried....

And I don't dare to tell anyone...

Not even my own family...

*Sigh*

Why am I so different from the others?

Its all karma perhaps....

*Sigh*

What bad stuff I do in my past life ?

Can I just be normal ?

Physically n mentally?

I don't need much....

All I want is to be a normal happy girl....

*Sigh*

I found out life is so complicated....

It's all....

messed up.....

Or perhaps Life appears to be complicated because I've chosen to view it as such....

Health is really important....

Don't ever think off ignoring your own health...

You will always have something coming up in your life....

Events are bound to occur but you should never become too busy to ignore your health....

Happiness are emotions experienced when in a state of well-being...

U can gain happiness not only from ur partner, your love ones...

but from ur parents, friends, as well as your lovely pets...

Happiness are build by love...

I believe every single living being out there would love to be loved n cared...

Let's go ahead n spend more time with them...

And never neglected any one of them...

Parents...

Ur love ones...

Friends...

Pets....

Be nice to them and make them happy...

It's always good to see someone smiling, being happy....

I want a healthy and happy life...

I wan to have my very own children n family...

I wan to be strong enough to take care of my parents in the future...

Is that really hard?

*Sigh*

How I wish everything was just a dream....

How I wish.......

P/S : I'm... scared.......

Grandpa

2010-06-29T06:24:00.001-07:00

I'm planning to dye my hair next week or after I come back from my Bangkok trip....

Wat colour should I dye?

Hmm~

Should I just go for a touch up or dye a new colour?

FYI, My current hair colour is dark brown now....

Dyed it before CNY...

So yea,

black hairs are growing out ! =[

I feel like dying back my hair to black tho... lol

Any suggestions? =/

I'm definitely going for hair rebonding,

Mayb on this coming Sunday =]

But I hate the first few weeks after straightening the hair-lah...

Cause the hair going to be all lam-pek-pek and very straight,

Especially the fringe ==''

Looks funny and stupid...lol

Anyway,

Something happened few days ago n it really breaks my heart ....

*Sigh*

Something to do with my parents....

I have nothing to say....

I'm so speechless....

I just feel so....

Disappointed................................

I end up crying on my bed late at night....

I couldn't handle my emotions....

I really hope I've got someone to talk to...

Someone to share my feelings with....

I feel so insecure n uncomfortable keeping everything inside me....

And something bothers me lately too....!!

Its annoying n irritating....

*UGH !!*

PLEASE....

When I said NO ,

I really mean NO...

And hello....

I don't even really knw u...

And you wan (more like forcing == ) me to go on a vacation with u??

Only the 2 of us? ==''

And PLS....

STOP SHOWING OFF okay?!

So wat if u drive a Mercedes SLK 200 Kompressor?

Yea yea,

u paid 50% of the car.....

SO? ==''

I'll scratch n kick ur car the nxt time I see u if u try to show off again ! ==''

I've been learning, practicing and speak Hokkien with my family these days... =]

Especially with my grandma since she's always at home...

FYI, I'm a Hakka failure....lol

Well, not only me....

My whole family... !!

And tat includes my dad =P

My dad doesn't noe how to speak a single word of Hakka ==''

BUT !!

He can speak fluently in Hokkien....

Funny right?

My mum can speak both Hakka n Hokkien fluently !!

I really admire her !

Well,

This is because my dad spent more time n communicate more with my grandma when he's young...

Cause my grandpa is always not at home...

He serve in the army forces =]

I dunno the wat's the exact position of my grandpa working as...

But yea,

He's a very brave man =]

My grandpa's army hat ( Correct me if I'm wrong... I dunno wat does it called...lol )

The medals

Spot the 1 with Queen Elizabeth

My parents told me tat my grandpa loves me alot...

When I'm still a little girl...

He bought a big bicycle for me...

Well, no really big-lah...

I'm just not old enuf to ride on it...

Cause I'm only like 2-3 yrs old when he bought it...

And my hands n legs are still SHORT... lol

Its those bicycle for 5-6 yrs old children's to ride on....

I can really feel that grandpa really wans to see us growing up and able to cycle the bicycle he bought....

Unfortunately,

He cant make it...

He passed away when I'm only like 3-4 years old ='(

*Sigh*

' I love you grandpa... ♥ '

Germany & Argentina is goin to compete together this Saturday....

Who you think is goin to win the match?

I hvt see Argentina played b4...

But I saw how Germany played in the Germany-England match last week =]

They're furious !

FYI,

I'm not really a football fan...

I just accompany my parents to watch together =]

U can watch the Argentina & Germany match if U have Astro at home...

Tuned in to Chanel 805 (Astro Supersport) at 10pm tomorrow =]

U can also watch on TV2 if u dun have Astro...

I think I'll support Germany =]

May the best team wins ~

Good luck to them =)

Cheers !!

P/S : I just wan to be simple and happy... Can I ? *Sigh*

Parents ♥

2010-06-24T22:25:00.000-07:00

Shocked ?

Heart attack?

Yea...

Tat's me without make up...

Took this last Friday at my apartment...

FUGLY right?

LOL~

Tat's why cosmetics are invented to enhance girl's beauty =]

Anyway, I'm goin to Bangkok soon !!!

Woots !! ♥

Cant wait...! =P

I'm gonna SHOP SHOP SHOP there !!

Things there are effin CHEAP !!! =]

And yes,

I turned 20 yesterday !!

OMG~!!

It sounds so....

OLD ==''

Guess I'm still not used to telling everyone that I'm 20?

LOL~

Even before this I love to joke with my friends that I'm still 19 cause I hvt had my birthday yet.... =P

Mum & dad still owe me a birthday present =(

Cuz they were all busy with their work lately =/

BUT !!

Dad promised he'll bring me out this Saturday to shop for my present ♥

I always look forward to get birthday present from dad...

He gave us (me & my other 3 siblings) the best presents every year... !!

His present is always ' WOW !' =P

I would like to thank everyone who dropped and send me birthday wishes =]

I really really really do appreciate every single birthday wishes ya'll send it to me ♥ !!

I would also like to thank Heukie, MK, KK, Adrian & Kelvin for celebrating my birthday =]

And KT for his homemade present =]

I would also like to apologize to Feeder again that I kinda-sorta turn down his invitation to watch movie together tat day....

I'm Sorry ~ =/

Last but not least,

I would like to thank my lovely dad n mum ♥ !!

Both of them bought my favorite food last night for my dinner !!! =]

Guess wat I ate last night?

U wont believe how much I ate last night... !!! =P

I ate

1 plate of Char Siew & Siew Yok Rice,

1 plate of Hokkie Mee,

3 pieces of grilled chicken wing,

2 FULL cups of Popo's homemade Soya Bean,

5 Slices of Dominno Pizza

2 FULL cups of Full Cream Milk

HAHA !!

Yeap !!

I ate all these on my dinner...

And yes,

I FINISHED IT ALL !!

Guess wat....?

Immediately I gained 0.5kg today !!

I'm SOOOOOO HAPPY !!!!!

LOL~!!

Like I said,

I need more fats !!

So yea,

I'm satisfied with my birthday celebration !!! =]

Kay peeps,

Gotta go n accompany my parents to watch football together now...

Mummy wants me to spend more time with her ♥

One thing funny about my lovely parents is my mum loves watching football matches...

Well, only FIFA-lah...

And my dad he's only OKAY with football matches...

He dun really watch it...

not even FIFA !!

HAHA~!!

BUT !

He did watch it now cause he likes to spend time with us family *Awww~ ♥ *

I just love my parents =]

They are always somewhere special in my heart ♥

I love you Mum & Dad ♥

XOXO

P/S : Are those true words of yours? I doubt that...

A New Start of Life

2010-06-23T00:24:00.001-07:00

Hey peeps !!

I'm OFFICIALLY 20 !!!!!

A NEW START OF LIFE STARTS FROM

TODAY !!!

XOXO

♥

P/S : Happy birthday to myself ♥ !!! =]

假期 ~

2010-06-22T19:25:00.000-07:00

Sorry my beloved readers,

Next post will be in english kay?

Cause some of the readers out thr have been telling me to blog in English....

N some told me to blog in Chinese...

So yea,

I'm VERY CONFUSED...

LOL~

Anyway,

Next post in english yea?

I promise =]

假期终于开始咯。。

不过在最后一分钟，

学校的management告诉我们有Class extension ==''

讨厌啦。。

还以为可以不用去学校，不用见到那些老师了。。

怎知道。。。。。

不过还好。。

这次的只是个Workshop。。

所以不会有功课做。。=]

可是。。

在Apartment那里就只剩下我一个人住了。。

Housemate全都回Hometown了。。 =(

这次假期里。。

我有好多东西想做呀！

－去找Part Time Job打发时间

（正在找着）

－开始做自己的小生意，赚自己的钱

（计划好了，等着开始）

－上蛋糕班，学习怎么做蛋糕＆西式点心／甜品

（报名了=] ）

－上Cooking Class 学习煮菜

（找到了，可是找到的那间好像不是很好，怎么办？去这间上好还是找另一间？=/ ）

－去槟城吃喝玩乐

（在计划中）

－去上Sexy Jazz 舞蹈课

（是朋友劝告之下叫我去学的，她说我那么会跳舞不去学习把它跳到更好很浪费==''。。还不确定，要是去也要等朋友一起去=/）

－抽出时间多陪伴爸妈和婆婆

（忙了功课那么久都没好好陪他们，这次假期要多陪伴他们 =] ）

－每星期天得空的时候陪爸妈去探望老人院和孤儿院

（帮忙买些日常用品和食物给他们）

－染头发

（要去touch up，黑发都长出来了。。要去染回一样的dark brown颜色，还是染新的颜色？还是染回黑色呢？请大家给我点意见 =] ）

－ Hair Rebonding Touch Up

（溜海开始有点翘了）

－去国外旅行

（上个星期订了飞机票，下个月去Bangkok =] ）

还有4多个小时我就要老一岁了。。

对，

再多个4小时就是我的20岁生日了。。 =]

是＇2＇字头了。。

也就是我人生另一个新的开始。。

所以我要加油。。

要更努力。。。=]

以前不好的，

失败的还是不开心的通通把它忘记。。

从新开始做好。。。

从新开始过。。。

从新做好自己。。。

再见了19 岁的我。。

我会更好的。。

会更努力的！=]

先提早祝自己一声，

＇＇生日快乐＇＇

P/S : It doesn't matter anymore... =]

I'll be back SOON =]

2010-06-15T07:11:00.001-07:00

I'll learn to smile with my teeth showing out nxt time, I promise =]

Hey peeps !!

I know I've been M.I.A for more than a week now...

Sorry ~~~

But I promise I'll blog this week kay?

Cuz I'll be FREE after this Friday !!!

Woots ~!!!

Yes, my final ENDS this week !!!!

So...

STAY TUNED ~

XOXO

♥

P/S : 7 more days to go ~~ =]

祝他们幸福快乐 ♥

2010-06-01T18:45:00.000-07:00

最近我都有一直留意Hui Wen的 FB。。

她是我以前读中学时的朋友的朋友 =] 。。

我们并不熟悉。。

只是见过她一次面，打过一次招呼。。

她也是高高瘦瘦的哦。。。

比我还更瘦呢。。

所以我朋友曾经说过当她看到她的时候都会想到我。。。

哈哈～ =P

她在大前天5月29号嫁去美罗了。。

看到他们的Wedding Video都让我笑了起来。。=]

不过很甜蜜哦～ ♥

不懂为什么我看到这个video时有种很奇妙的感觉。。

觉得很感动。。=]

P/S : Remember to pause my blog's music player before watching... Enjoy ~ ♥ =]

Desmond Moo & Hui Wen

祝你们新婚愉快

幸福快乐

百年好合

♥

P/ S : Watching their wedding video makes me feel like getting married too ~ ♥ =P

珍惜当前，永远胜于三心二意 ~

2010-05-30T22:15:00.000-07:00

这文章是我在人家的Facebook Profile读到的。。。

所以就拿过来Blog这里share给大家。。

文章说的很有道理哦 ~ =]

深夜，寺里一人一佛，佛坐人站。

人：圣明的佛，我是一个已婚之人，我现在狂热地爱上了另一个女人，我真的不知道该怎幺办。

佛：你能确写你现在爱上的这个女人就是你生命里唯一的最后一个女人吗？

人：是的。

佛：你离婚，然后娶她。

人：可是我现在的爱人温柔，善良，贤惠，我这样做是否有一点残忍，有一点不道德。

佛：在婚姻中没有爱才是残忍和不道德的，你现在爱上了别人已不爱她了，你这样做是正确的。

人：可是我爱人很爱我，真的很爱我。

佛：那她就是幸福的。

人：我要与她离婚后另娶她人，她应该是很痛苦的又怎幺会是幸福的呢？

佛：在婚姻里她还拥有她对你的爱，而你在婚姻中已失去对她的爱，因为你爱上了别人，正谓拥有的就是幸福的，失去的才是痛苦的，所以痛苦的人是你。

人：可是我要和她离婚后另娶她人，应该是她失去了我，她应该才是痛苦的。

佛：你错了，你只是她婚姻中真爱的一个具体，当你这个具体不存在的时候，她的真爱会延续到另一个具体，因为她在婚姻中的真爱从没有失去过。所以她才是幸福的而你才是痛苦的。

人：她说过今生只爱我一个，她不会爱上别人的。

佛：这样的话你也说过吗？

人：我。我。。我。。。

佛：你现在看你面前香炉里的三根蜡烛，那根最亮。

人：我真的不知道，好象都是一样的亮。

佛：这三根蜡烛就好比是三个女人，其中一根就是你现在所爱的那个女人，芸芸众生，女人何止千百万万，你连这三根蜡烛那根最亮都不知道，都不能把你现在爱的人找出来，你为什么又能确定你现在爱的这个女人就是你生命里唯一的最后一个女人呢？

人：我。我。。我。。。

佛：你现在拿一根蜡烛放在你的眼前，用心看看那根最亮

人：当然是眼前的这根最亮。

佛：你现在把它放回原处，再看看那根最亮

人：我真的还是看不出那根最亮。

佛：其实你刚拿的那根蜡烛就是好比是你现在爱的那个最后的女人，所谓爱由心生，当你感觉你爱她时，你用心去看就觉的它最亮，当你把它放回原处，你却找不到最亮的一点感觉，你这种所谓的最后的唯一的爱只是镜花水月，到头来终究是一场空。

人：哦，我懂了，你并不是要我与我的爱人离婚，你是在点化我，

佛：看破不说破，你去吧

人：我现在真的知道我爱的是谁了，她就是我现在的爱人。

佛：阿弥陀佛，阿弥陀佛

你我曾经深爱过的某人，无非也就是芸芸众生中的一个，只是爱由心生，自以为他/她会是今生最爱，当你感觉你爱她，你用心去爱就觉的他/她最珍贵，当万物归原，生命仍然继续，他/她无非也就是我们生命中的一个过客。。

我们根本无法确定哪一个才是今生最爱，如果不懂得去珍惜，你身边这个爱你的/你爱的人，在某一天，也会成为你身边的过客。。。

找一个你爱的人不容易，找一个爱你的人也不容易。如果无法确定哪一个才是你最爱的人，何不在自己成为别人的爱人的时候珍惜这份感情？爱由心生，你告诉自己是爱他/她的，自然就可以爱上他/她。。

如果你爱的人不爱你，也请记得：爱由心生。是你太过于把目光集中在他/她身上了，试着放开视线焦点，你会发现光亮的蜡烛到处都有。。。

爱与不爱，无非也就是在一念之间。。

珍惜当前，永远胜于三心二意～

P / S : See things differently... =]

压力

2010-05-30T02:50:00.000-07:00

20.5.2010 ♥

2010-05-20T02:30:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps,

Have ya'll notice the date today?

Yeap...

It's May 20th ~~ ♥

Which is.....

520 if u write it in numbers !! =]

FYI,

520 means ' I love U ' in English and ' 我爱你 ' in Chinese ~~ =]

So yea...

♥ ♥ Happy 520 Everyone ♥ ♥

*Big Hugs*

XOXO

♥

P/ S : 520 ~ ♥ =]

双面人

2010-05-14T23:50:00.000-07:00

双面人

双面人就是喜欢在你面前好好的。。

却在你背后说你一大堆坏话踩你！！

这种人我最看不起。。

最讨厌！！！

你这样对我。。

我也能一样酱对回你。。

不要以为你在我后面做的事我一点都不知道。。。

你能演。。

我也一样能演。。。

公平吧？

竟然你那么爱演我就陪你演吧～

P/S: 变态！！哼！

I'll be back =]

2010-05-08T22:00:00.000-07:00

I know I look damn innocent here ><''

Wait for me sweeties ~

I'll blog real soon !!!

XOXO

♥

P/S : Finals is HERE !!! Grrrr~~!! Stress gila !!!

=]

2010-04-30T10:30:00.000-07:00

随着一天天适应，

生活慢慢步入正轨。。。

♥

P/ S : I'm so into cooking n baking lately !!! ♥

It's always in my heart

2010-04-26T16:08:00.000-07:00

Reality

曲:Vladimir Cosma

詞:Jeff Jorden

編/監:John Laudonon (On Your Mark)

Met you by surprise,

I didn't realize that my life would change forever

Saw you standing there, I didn't know I cared

There was something special in the air.

Dreams are my reality

The only real kind of real fantasy

Illusions are a common thing

I try to live in dreams

It seems as if it's meant to be.

Dreams are my reality

A different kind of reality

I dream of loving in the night

And loving seems alright although it's only fantasy.

If you do exist, honey don't resist

Show me a new way of loving

Tell me that it's true

Show me what to do

I feel something special about you.

Dreams are my reality

A wonderous world where I like to be

Illusions are a common thing

I try to live in dreams although it's only fantasy.

Dreams are my reality

I like to dream of you close to me

I dream of loving in the night

and loving you seems right perhaps that's my reality.

♥ ♥ ♥

Love Paradise

Artist - Kelly Chen

Album - Stylish

Lyrics - Love Paradise

You're always on my mind

All day just all the time

You're everything to me

Brightest star to let me see

You touch me in my dreams

We kiss in every scene

I pray to be with you through rain and shiny days

I'll love you till I die

Deep as sea

Wide as sky

The beauty of our love paints rainbows

Everywhere we go

Need you all my life

You're my hope

You're my pride

In your arms I find my heaven

In your eyes my sea and sky

May life our love paradise

You're always on my mind

All day just all the time

You're everything to me

Brightest star to let me see

You touch me in my dreams

We kiss in every scene

I pray to be with you through rain and shiny days

I'll love you till I die

Deep as sea

Wide as sky

The beauty of our love paints rainbows

Everywhere we go

Need you all my life

You're my hope

You're my pride

In your arms I find my heaven

In your eyes my sea and sky

May life our love paradise

I'll love you till I die

Deep as sea

Wide as sky

The beauty of our love paints rainbows

Everywhere we go

Need you all my life

You're my hope

You're my pride

In your arms I find my heaven

In your eyes my sea and sky

May life our love paradise

'' I always remember these....... =') "

P / S : Reality & Love Paradise ♥

我爱你 ~

2010-04-22T14:05:00.000-07:00

♥

我已经选择了你，你叫我怎么放弃？

我不是碰不到更好的。。

而是因为已经有了你。。

我不想再碰到更好的。。。

我不是不会对别人动心。。

而是因为已经有了你。。

我就觉得没必要再对其他人动心。。。

我不是不会爱上别的人。。

而是我更加懂得珍惜你。。。

能在一起不容易。。

已经选定的人就不要随便放手。。。

世界上的好人数不清。。

但遇到你就已经足够。。。

即使你不是最好的。。

甚至不是最适合我的。。

但却是我最珍惜的。。。

缺点可以改正。。

性格可以磨合。。

但机会失去了就再也没有了。。。

有人说:

爱是一种责任 ...

现在我才明白。。。

原来责任就是一辈子。。。

现在想想为什么那么多在激情之后变平淡了的感情能一步步坚持到了最后。。。

除了已经习惯爱到深处之外。。

应该还有两个人的互相搀扶理解包容不离不弃吧。。。

难过的时候想想最初的感动。。

想想最初的拥抱和嘴唇之间的温度。。。

不要被眼前的伤感抹去深处的爱。。

我。。

真的知错了。。

真的后悔了。。。

原谅我。。。

给我一次机会。。。

好不好？

一次就好。。。

我只需要一个机会。。

最后一个机会。。

让我重新改过。。。

我不会让你失望。。。

不会辜负你。。。

你摸摸我的心。。

听听我的心声。。。

我真的知错了。。。

真的诚恳要改过。。。

我发誓我一定会改。。

这次的事我真的得到教训了。。

我不会再让这样的事发生。。

对不起。。

让你生气了。。。

对不起。。

让你了失望。。。

真的对不起。。。

一万个对不起。。。

给我一次机会吗？

一次就好。。。

我会好好的珍惜。。

好好的把握。。

好好的做好。。。

你一定不会失望。。。

对不起。。。

真的对不起。。。

P/ S : 我答应你。。你会更快乐。。更幸福。。我。。爱你。。。

请你原谅我。。。

2010-04-16T23:00:00.000-07:00

我只需要一个机会。。

最后一个机会。。

让我重新改过。。。

人在一生中总有犯错误的时候。。。

而我真的知道错了。。。

这次发生的事我真的得到教训了。。

我是真的真心要改过的。。

真的要证明给你看我是真的会改。。。

不会让你你失望的。。。

求求你。。

原谅我。。。

给我一次机会。。。

好不好？

一次就好。。。

我发誓我一定会改过。。

我答应你我不会辜负你。。。

给我个机会好吗？

对不起。。。

真的对不起。。。

请你原谅我。。。。。

P/ S : 亲爱的, 在此诚恳请求你原谅我一次。。给我一次机会。。一次就好。。。我爱你。。

请你原谅我。。。

2010-04-15T22:12:00.000-07:00

我是真的真心要改过。。。

是真的认真要证明给你看我是会改的。。。

求求你原谅我。。

给我个机会改过。。

我不会再辜负你的。。。

我发誓我一定改过。。

我一定会。。。

对不起。。。

真的对不起。。。

请你原谅我。。。。。

P/ S : 给我最后个机会证明给你看好不好？对不起。。。

对不起。。。

2010-04-15T02:20:00.000-07:00

对不起。。。对不起。。。对不起。。。对不起。。。对不起。。。

'' I'm really sorry for what I've done....

I'm really sorry that I made you so pissed and angry....

I sincerely apologize for that...

I'm really really sorry.....

I know I'm wrong for what I did....

I really do....

And I felt regret for doing so....

I swear to god and I promised you that I won't ever do it again....

Please forgive me.....

I'm really sorry....

I've been crying helplessly for hours and I don't know what to do but asking for your forgiveness.....

All I want is just a forgiveness and chance for me to change and show you and proof it to you that I'll never be the same again....

Please.....

I promised I'll change......

I wont let u down....

I wont disappoint you.....

I promised that.....

I'm really sorry.....

I really really am......

I sincerely apologize for what I did....

Please forgive me.......

I'm so so sorry...... ''

对不起。。。

请你原谅我。。。

给我个机会改过。。。

给我个机会证明给你看好不好？

我发誓。。

我答应你。。。

我不会再让你失望生气。。。

真的对不起。。。。。

请你原谅我。。。。。。。。。

我答应你。。。

我一定会改。。。。。

一定会。。。

对不起。。。

P/ S : 我。。爱你。。。

Hey loves ♥

2010-04-12T17:04:00.000-07:00

Took this before goin to Starhill Gallery with my family ♥

Sorry for the blur picture ~

Hey loves,

I'm back =)

*Sigh*

I'm getting stress everyday now....

Tonnes of assignments is piling up....

And the worst part is I'm still not familiar with the new software I'm using for this semester ! =(

Stress + Softwares + Assignments due dates = DEAD = FAILURE TT~

I'm getting lazier this semester...

Not as 'semangat' as before...

Hmm...

IDK Why either.....

I just feel like giving up everything and go on a nice vacation or trip !!

Plan to go Ipoh this month with my friends...

Heard the food there is dead cheap? lol

Food its always tempting! ♥

And I need fats too! =(

I need to fatten up myself with another 5kg before my birthday in June!

WHY?

IDK ><'' ! LOL~

I need new clothes ! =(

But I've gt no time n partner for shopping !

*Sigh*

The last time I did my shopping was like before Chinese New Year? ==''

*Big Sigh*

I seriously need to focus on my studies!!

I have a bad feeling I might fail this semester !!! ><''

God PLS HELP !!! TT~~

Currently I'm addicted to Mariah Carey's - I want to know wat love is ~♥

I love the chorus part and the opening part... =)

It's smooth n relaxing~

Don't really like the last part tho.... =/

P/S : Pls pause my blog's music player before listening ~ =)

Oh yea,

I drive the Lexus today~!!

Lexus is love ~ ♥

P/S : Hopefully u dint used me.... And PLS... Dun let me caught u lying....

Bad & Evil Rules

2010-04-08T02:20:00.000-07:00

Fade. Lost. Gone.

Conclusion...

Yea...

Bad & Evil Rules !!

Unbelievable?

Believe it !

''A single lie destroys a whole reputation for integrity....''

P/ S : Believe me, TRUST NO ONE... Yes, NO ONE... ! Tat includes ur family, lover, best friend and OTHER LIVING HUMAN BEING... Oh yea, not to forget ur PETS as well... LOL~

请体谅远方爱你的小女人 ♥

2010-04-04T18:00:00.000-07:00

这又是我在人家Facebook那里找到的。。

所以又拿来这里跟大家分享下 =) 。。。

文章说的一切还蛮对的哦。。

因为我自己曾经面对过，也曾经体验过这样的情况 ~ =)

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请体谅远方爱你的小女人 ♥

她没有安全感,因为距离远
她希望你有时间就能陪她在网上聊天和打电话、

让她感觉到你的存在和真实感
因为这是你们唯一能做的
也许你觉得她这样很任性
但请你体谅她、她是女人
她需要关怀和疼爱
能多陪陪她就多陪陪她、

能多给她点安全感就多给她点安全感
让她感觉到、就算你们人不在一起
但是心在一起.

她会每天熬到很晚
为的只是能和你多说几句话
她会每次聊天的时候都提醒你多吃饭
她说这些的时候心里很难过、难过自己不能面对面的嘱咐你
所以、请别嫌她烦、别嫌她唠叨
请你体谅她、她是女人
告诉她、你会照顾自己叫她放心.

她是女人、她敏感
她是女人、她爱吃醋
她是女人、她爱耍小脾气
她是女人、她爱听甜言蜜语
她会在自己独处的时候瞎想、

脑子里都是那些不该出现的画面
像电影一样、闪来闪去
她会没有原因的哭和难过、因为她怕距离远了、
时间长了、感情会变淡变没
她会一个人抱着腿坐在床上默默的看着一个地方、

猜想你现在在干什么
她看到你的空间上有女性的留言的时候、
会很酸的问你：“这谁呀？”
她会时常怀疑你有别的女人
她会在和你聊天的时候盼着你说点甜言蜜语哄她开心,但在心中更怕你去哄别个女人.

她听到之后会一个人笑的比阳光还灿烂
所以、请你体谅她、她是女人
包容她的小脾气
尽量和不该走得近的女人保持距离
时不时的说句：“Baby、我想你”@“亲爱的、么么”来哄哄她.

她看到一切美好的东西都会想到你
她想到一些好玩的事情会想要和你分享
她会记住你们在一起的纪念日
她会告诉你她爱你、然后自己脸红
她会默默告诉自己、要一辈子和你在一起
所以、请你体谅她、她是女人

'' Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle..rather a beautiful reminder of just how strong true love can be.... ''

♥

P / S : If you love someone more than anything, then distance its only matters to the mind, not to the heart - Alicia Thomas

男人最伤女人的几句话 ~

2010-03-24T17:00:00.000-07:00

这文章是我在人家的Facebook Profile读到的。。。

所以就拿过来Blog这里share给大家。。

跟大家一起讨论分享。。=)

因为我相信我的Blog Readers大多数是女生吧。。=)

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男人最伤女人的几句话

1.“原来你就没信过我！”

她要是没相信你，会在你背叛她一次又一次之后继续和你在一起吗？！只是你以前给她的伤害太多了，现在她难免有些疑心，多问你几句。别忘了，她也是个女孩！你知道哄外面的女孩开心，就忘了身边的她也需要你的夸赞和惊喜吗？！

2.“我错了，行吗！对不起，行吗！”

谁都知道这句话不过是你在和她赌气，你有没有想过用另一种方式和她交流呢？女孩子难免会无理取闹，但她们绝不是故意的！如果你肯耐心哄好她，等她开心的时候再心平气和的给她讲道理，你们会减少很多次的争吵，她也会为你的做法而感动的。

3.“你真任性！”

当初是谁说过会一直宠着她、让着她的？是谁说过可以包容她的所有缺点？又是谁说过喜欢她任性时的样子？难道你都忘了吗？！既然做不到，为什么要承诺呢？

4.“你答应过我不再提以前的事了，你为什么做不到！”

你还记得你答应过她什么吗？你还记得你兑现了多少吗？你不允许她提你的“过去”，可你想过你的“过去”让她伤到多深吗？你让她承受的时候，她连躲避的机会都没有，现在你让她忘了，她就要逼自己当一切没发生……换作你，你做得到吗？

5.“我现在一点自由的空间都没有！”

她可以为你牺牲很多时间、很多事情，从没有抱怨过什么，为什么你牺牲了一点点就要每天都挂在嘴边呢？！

6.“我钱都没花你身上，行吧！”

你为他花的每一笔钱都要让她清清楚楚的记在心里，时时刻刻的充满感激吗？！如果你真的爱她，就不会和她这样计较金钱了！

7.“我下班不管多累，都得去找你，你还不知足！”

你去找她只是因为她想见你吗？你就对她丝毫的想念都没有？！见面完全是为了满足她的愿望？！那你们的爱情还真独特……

8.“你自己也找点事做，别总想着和我一起呆着！”

原来你已经不喜欢和她在一起了、已经烦她了！你看到她的心在流泪了吗？她不是没人陪、没事做，只是她的爱还没有变，而且还天真的以为你仍然像以前那样爱她

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觉得文章怎样呢？

哈哈～

我相信多很女生都会赞同这文章说的一切吧~ =P

所以，男生要记得哦。。

爱她就别伤她的心~ =)

只要两个都好好的相爱。。

好好的互相体谅和迁就。。。

你们就会被幸福和快乐紧紧地包围着。。。 =)

祝天下的情侣们都幸福快乐 ~

♥

P/S :我只想要个简单的快乐，简单的幸福，简单的生活。。。

怎么办？

2010-03-21T13:15:00.000-07:00

如何要去面对呢。。

好怕～

好担心～～

好烦呀～～～！

晚上睡觉一直都睡不好。。

怎么办？

怎么办？？

怎么办？？？

有谁能告诉我该怎么办？

如果是真的。。

该怎么办好。。。

=(

P/S: 好想要个紧紧的拥抱。。

DEAD Blog ~~~

2010-03-17T14:30:00.000-07:00

Me ♥

MY BLOG LOOKS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

DEAD

WHY??!!

Cuz my laptop is having problems again n again !!!!

GARRRRR!!!!

BUT!

No worries....

I'll blog again once I get my new lappie / dekstop =)

I'm getting it real soon ady !!

I promise I'll blog often like I always do kay? =)

Miss ya'll ~

XOXO

♥

P/ S : One day.... U'll spot the difference...

Aliveeee

2010-03-06T19:13:00.000-08:00

OMG~

I know my blog looks so dead now...

No worries ~

I'll make it alive again in no time !

I promise kay? =)

Anyway,

Do I look better in curly hair or straight hair?

I know I do look more mature in curly hair...

Hmm~

Wat do u think?

School started this week...

And we had assignments now in the first week ==''

I'm sorta....

SURPRISE ==''

Cuz normally during the 1st week,

Lecturer would just give us some briefing n we can go off without any assignments...

but I was totally wrong ><'' I have a bad feeling tat I'm gonna be so 'dead' this year...

Even my year leader told me every student will get VERY STRESSED UP in this whole semester..

GOSH!

How am I suppose to deal with it?? TT

Even last year I'm already struggling....!!

GOD PLS HELP !! =(

Let me pass all my subjects this year...

I dun wanna retake any subjects...

I dun wanna go through another torturing life =(

I had enough...

Seriously !!!

Sry I delayed some of CNY post ><'' I'm really sorry ~~~~~ Will update soon again =) XOXO

♥

P/ S : Wat if one day I just walk away like that...?

放手

2010-02-25T09:13:00.000-08:00

今世遇到他，

遇到他又爱上了他，

爱上他又注定擦身而过。。。

那么，我又该如何去承受？

又该如何去继续？

又该如何去选择？

又该如何去执著？

也许，我应该向现实低头吧。。。

当偶然渐变为希望，

当希望渐变为绝望。。。。

在这两句简单的话中，

包含了我所有的泪水和辛酸。。

谁又能够体会？

在这个从“ 希望 ”到“ 绝望 ”的两个简单词语，

包含了我所有灌入的回忆。。

谁又能够体会？

从高涨的希望演绎为失落的低谷。。。

从暖昧的短信演绎为双方需要等待的焦虑。。。

从灼热的温度演绎为零度的冰点。。。

从相恋的两个人到零散的一个人。。。

我可以说，我很爱他，真的好爱他。。。

不晓得他还记不记得当初我们是为了“爱”才走到了一起。。。

也不晓得他还记不记得当初我们在一起许下的诺言。。。

在我们这段恋爱，

这分爱情。。

我投入到很深。。

我真的放完我的心。。。

放完我的感情去爱。。。

可是，现实已经告诉了我答案。。。

告诉了我不能再爱了。。。。

我忍不住哭了，真的感到无助和压抑。。。

一个人回来的路上，

放声的哭，

尽情的哭，

尽管那么无助，

尽管那么压抑，

尽管那么心碎，

还是不能改变什么。。。

事实就是事实。。。

事实他是已经没那么爱我了。。。

既然回不到过去，就勇敢的面对现实。。。

无论我是否是他的过客，

无论我们是否会再次相遇，

我爱过的，是用心来呵护过的。。。

在属于两个人的爱情路上，

如今只剩下我自己一个人，

所有的誓言留在风中，

却也只有我一个人孤独的回味。。

感情的依赖只会让自己伤得更痛更深，只会让自己更孤单。。。

我曾经为爱痴狂，

为爱迷失，

为爱相信天长地久，

为爱抛开友情，

为爱选择孤单。。。

如果，人真的有来生，我还是会忘记他，在我们曾经偶遇的街头，等他出现，再次用生命去爱他。。。

如果，人生真的可以操控，我还是会记住他的好，把他牢牢的抓住，不让他像浮云一样，从我身边不留痕迹的溜走。。。

如果，人的记忆可以选择复制和删除，我会把他对我的好，复制无数遍，把那些伤害删除的不留一丝痕迹。。。

恍惚间，

似乎明白，

我不能为了一个人而活，

一个人去承担两个人的爱情是很痛苦的，

只有两颗心去真心经营爱情，那才是真正的爱情。。。

我想，我真的应该忘记他了。。。

无论以前有过怎样的缠绵与悱恻，

无论从前的誓言多么美好与华丽。。。

我都要学着忘记从前，

因为他真的不会再回来，

不是吗？

我已决定放手，不再去苦苦追逐。。

做一个漂亮的转身，

忘记他 =) 。。。

P/S : 终究爱被淡忘。。真心，只不过是爱情衍生的一种产品。。。

年除夕 & 初一 ♥

2010-02-24T13:25:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps! =)

Bet most of ya'll out there enjoyed ur CNY celebration right...?

Well....

I have quite a great time during CNY as well =)

I have lots to blog about on my CNY post....

I'll separate them to parts to blog =)

So yea...

Now I'm gonna blog about my 年除夕 & 初一=)

年除夕

As usual we had our family reunion together that night on 13th Feb...

Yes!!

Mum is chef of the day!!

I always look forward to her homecook dishes!

It's finger-lickin good ♥ !!

The dishes

Mushroom with 'Fatt Choi' & Abalone

Herbal soup

Herbal Chicken ~

Malio Sparkling Red Grape Juice from Agricola Gavioli, Italy

Mummy must be tired cooking all these...

BEFORE

Get ready to lou shang ~

Lou aaaaaaaaa ~~ LOL

AFTER

Dinner Time !!

Gosh!

I ate alot tat day!

Cause every dish is so DELICIOUS !!

And I wanted to gain more weight too! HAHA

Nothin fun that night....

Just gamble for a few rounds withmy bro n sis =)

Dint drink much tho....

初一

Woke up early in the morning....

As usual...

Dad turn on the loud CNY song to wake us up....

It's so loud tat we really have to force ourselves to get up ==''

I woke up with my eyes half closed...

And walk to the bathroom to get myself cleaned up n change =)

Mum told me to take several pictures of the house cause she took so much effort to decorate the house....

She want us to appreciate n remember her hardwork... =)

I used to decorate the house with my mum but not this year cause I was busy working =(

'' Sorry Mum ~ '' =(

Living Hall

Pretty eh? Its my mum who decorate this ! She use differnt kinds of plants n flowers to make this !

Closer view of the flower ♥

Spot the birds? =)

Look at the amount of different red 'ang paos'

As usal...

We will get ang pao's from our parents at every 'Chu Yi'...

But first before we can get it...

We have to kneel down infront n wish them before getting it =)

It's our tradition...

Quite old skool huh? =)

I know my mum's expression look damn funy here... HAHA

Getting Ang Pao frm my beloved Popo ♥

For the first tim, my mum gave an angpao to my dad too cause she said all this long my dad really take good care of her.... =)

Aww~ My mum cried =(

And for the 1st time, my parents give such a big angpao & gift for my grandma =)

My grandma was touched...

She cried ~

And my mum cried too cause before this she's ady crying when wishing my dad...

And and.....

I CRIED TOO ~~!!

LOL ==''

Cause the whole situation is so....

EMOTIONAL...

Even my dad has tears on his eyes too =)

So yea...

We went to a temple somewhere near Seri Kembangan right after that =)

I look so-not-me here =='' I dunno why...

That night...

As usual again....

My relatives would come to our place and join us for dinner...

BUT !!

The difference is some of my mum's side's relative is joining us as well !

Normally is only my dad's side's relative come n join us for dinner....

So yea...

We need extra chairs, tables, chopsticks, bowl, spoon, fork ....etc etc !!

*Gosh*

And guess what??

We have not enough chairs.... LOL

It's like 20 person joining us for dinner...

Where the hell we gonna find those chairs in such a last min?

So....

Those so call 'KIDS' aged from 0-21 yrs old have to just go to the TV room n eat....

Kesian right?

HAHA!

Preparing the chairs n stuff

It's only 14 chairs there... Two chairs were added after this picture was taken..

Look at the amout of rice.... LOL

After dinner, it was alcohol n gambling time!

It was so much fun cause our closest cousins is wit us too !

Chivas, XO n the dunno-wat-name alcohol LOL~

Red wine ~ ♥

Beer & Red Wine

I must admit that I seriously drink alot tat day ><''

Getting tipsy ~ The girl in pink is my closest cousin =)

It was really fun tat night cause I win alot when we all gamble too

HAHA....

And guess wat?

After drinking...

Me, my sis and all my girl cousins went to the room n dance like there's no tomorrow!!

We blast our speakers real loud like we're in the club n dance real hard !

It's AWESOME !

That's all for my 年除夕 & 初一 post....

Will update about my other CNY days soon ! =)

XOXO ♥

P/ S : School is starting soon !!

Hey peeps !

2010-02-17T14:32:00.000-08:00

Hey people ! =)

How's ur day on CNY n Valentine?

Fun?

Great?

GARRR!!

I wanted to blog about my CNY post so much~~!!

BUT !!

My laptop is not fixed yet! =(

*Sigh*

Is the motherboard problem again!

So yea...

I can't transfer the photos into it.... =(

I might be getting a new laptop when my laptop is done fixing it....

A white Macbook perhaps?

Hmm~

Any other suggestions?

Anyway,

I've been busy with lots of visiting, drinking n gambling with my family n relatives these days!

Haha!

Feel GREAT~~!!

*Woots*

Have a good week people!

Enjoy ur holidays!

School is gonna start soon ...

*Awww Man~~!* =(

I promise I'll blog about my CNY post as soon as my laptop is fixed k??

Gotta go now...

Going to visit my uncle's HUGE MANSION at Bangi later...

TATA People!

XOXO

♥

P/ S : A whole new life , A whole new me...

Greetings ♥

2010-02-13T06:00:00.001-08:00

Hey guys,

Happy Chinese New Year

Happy Valentines Day

Hope ya'll have a great day with ur family n partners!

Will update soon with lots of photos!

XOXO

♥

P/ S : I made my decision....

人生应该记住的10句话

2010-02-10T01:00:00.000-08:00

1. 遇到你真的愛的人時要努力爭取和他相伴一生的機會
因為當他離去時.一切都來不及了....

2. 遇到可相信的朋友時要好好和他相處下去
因為在人的一生中.可遇到知己?非常的不易

3. 遇到人生中的貴人時要記得好好感激
因為他是你人生的轉折點

4. 遇到曾經愛過的人,記得微笑向他感激
因為他是讓你更懂愛的人

5. 遇到曾經恨過的人時要微笑向他打招呼
因為他讓你更加堅強

6. 遇到曾經背叛你的人時要跟他好好聊一聊
因為若不是他今天你不會懂這世界

7. 遇到曾經偷偷喜歡的人時要祝他幸福唷！
因為你喜歡他時不是希望他幸福快樂嗎？

8. 遇到匆匆離開你人生的人時要謝謝他走過你的人生
因為他是你精采回憶的一部分

9. 遇到曾經和你有誤會的人時要趁現在解清誤會
因為你可能只有這一次機會解釋清楚

10.遇到現在和相伴一生的人要百分百感謝他愛你
因為你們現在都得到幸福和真愛

♥[爱情] ♥

不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有就是最好的

不要认为你还年轻，可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄的

不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情是可以和一起坐火车的

不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以让你们致富

不要因为父母反对而放弃，你会发现这个原因而放弃的爱情，将是你一生的悔恨

其实，对于爱情，越单纯越幸福！

一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的。。

经历的太多了，会麻木。。

分离多了，会习惯。。

换恋人多了，会比较。。

到最后你会不再相信爱情，你会自暴自弃，你会毫无生气，你会行尸走肉，你会与一个你不爱的人结婚，就这样过一辈子。。

所以牵好的手就不要轻易放开，说过的话就不要轻易收回，承诺过的人就不要轻易忘记。。 =)

♥

P/S : 一切已经不再一样。。已经变了。。。

别让生活有太多遗憾

2010-02-04T21:25:00.000-08:00

今早一起床就觉得肚子不舒服。。
而且又胃痛。。。
痛死我了。。
所以拿MC。。
没去做工。。
唉~
都是自己不好。。。
昨晚晚餐都没吃好就去忙其他的。。。

今天下午。。
我开着冷气。。
躺在床上。。
闭上眼睛。。
想了好多好多东西。。。
好久都没想那么多了。。
最近一直都在忙着赚钱。。
忙着做工。。
有时连吃饭的时间也没有。。

怎么人的生活那么的复杂。。。
那么的烦。。
那么的乱。。
那么的痛苦。。

因为年轻，所以会经历一些事情，比如爱情，比如友情。。
没有人能够永远快乐幸福的过每一天。。
没有人能够坦然的面对自己的坚强和软弱。。
让我们成熟的，是经历的，是磨难的。。
让我们幸福的，是宽容的，是爱的。。
让我们心安的，是理解的，是信任的。。

你改变不了环境，但可以改变自已。。。

不知道为何，有些东西就是无法改变。。
也许，是因为还没有找到真正的梦想。。
也许，还在追求那永远不会有的完美。。
曾几何时，我们虚荣过，幻想过，为狭隘的目标奋斗过。。
待到重新回头看待这一切时，觉得很多事情都云淡风轻了。。

你改变不了事实，但你可以改变态度。。

过去的就让它过去，会在未来走的更加好。。
因为抛弃了不必要的包袱，生活才会更美好。。
人生如此短暂，有什么理由，不去好好的生活呐。。
有太多的事情要你去做，有很重要的人等着你去珍惜。。
不要回头看，前面的世界才更精彩。。

你改变不了过去，但你可以改变现在。。

因为在我回首时，我可以指着那条尽是痛苦和泪水的路，大声地骄傲地说：

看，这就是我自己走出来的路。。!

最近找到这段词语。。
觉得蛮有意思的。。

“ 森林中有一个分岔口，我愿选择脚印少的那一条路，这样我的一生会截然不同。。。”

是基丁说过这样的话。。。

一条路走的人多了，总会弄得泥泞不堪，总会弄得尘土飞扬。。
为何不换一条路走走，也许一切将会是另一种样子。。
把握住自己的今天，那么明天绝对会更美好。。
不能预知明天，但你可以把握今天。。

让我们的心不再压抑，让它解脱吧。。
让自由的心灵飞翔，去迎接那绚丽的阳光吧。。
让它在蓝天和白云之间翱翔……

你对生活微笑，那么生活也对你微笑。。

=)

P/S : 生活就是离开和继续，而这种离开和继续之间，是无法逾越无法混淆无法互补的。。

Hey Hey ♥

2010-02-02T23:07:00.000-08:00

Hey people!

I'VE DYE MY HAIR BROWN TODAY!!

Yes,

Dark Brown =)

And I'm satisfy with it ♥

Will update soon kay? =)

I'm need to go to bed

IMMEDIATELY NOW !

Damn tired ~

Nights people

XOXO

♥

P/ S : I know I'm nothing but a nice DUMB girl.... That's why people love to lie , blame and take advantage of me...

Updated =)

2010-01-29T00:01:00.000-08:00

PLS Ignore my messy hair ><''

Hey guys !

Sorry for not updating these days...

Have no mood to blog recently....

LAZY-ness perhaps?

Yea.... I think so =P

Anyway, I'm going to dye my hair for sure next week!!

So yea....

I'm effin NERVOUS !

It's goin to be my very first time dying my hair...!

I hope it won't turn out looking WEIRD n FUGLY ><''

Pray for me kay? =)

CNY is around the corner...

N yea... I'm broke......

*Sobs*

I promise I'll update soon again kay?

Am tired ~

Nights people !

XOXO ♥

P/ S : 许多是事情，总是在经历过以后才会懂得。一如感情，痛过了，才会懂得如何保护自己；傻过了，才会懂得适时的坚持与放弃，在得到与失去中我们慢慢地认识自己 .....

FARK YOU !!

2010-01-23T00:30:00.000-08:00

First of all...

YEA...

F**K YOU !!

I have no idea why there's such an IDIOT N USELESS people who wanna spam on my blog's Cbox...

Spam 1

Spam 2

Yea...

Perhaps U did...

CONGRATS on that ...

But you know what?

You just let the others know u such a dick, such an asshole....

Such a

PATHETIC LIFELESS HORNY DUDE / BITCH

who spam to get attention !!!

Congrats on that too....

What the hell are you thinking when u're spamming on my Cbox?

With the hope of hoping me getting pissed?

FYI, I LAUGHED when I read my Cbox !

Or u think it's fun n exciting ??

Are u seriously that horny?

Why do you care whether I'm ugly or my boobs is small?

PLS LAH....!

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS !!

They're NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS !!!

You HORNY SHIT !!

Wearing WHITE means showing off BRAs???

OMG~~!!!

Tat's HILARIOUS !!!!

And did I said boobs are BIG?

Did I say I'm PRETTY ?

I DID NOT right ?? !!!

And you know what??

NO ONE IS PERFECT too...

n that includes U !!

That's why I pity u alot...

Since you need attention so much...

Here you go...

I've blog about u =)

So get ur ASS OFF my blog ~~now~~ FOREVER

'NANA' THE PATHETIC SPAMMER !!

I dun care whether NANA is ur real name or NOT... but FIY... I can DIG U OUT n FIND OUT WHO ARE YOU if I WANT TO ... !

So Yea..

BE SMART !

Just in case ya'll wonder where's the msg he/she posted on my Cbox..

Yea...

I deleted it...

It's an 'eyesore' anyway =)

PEACE !

I'm really sorry that I'm kinda rude on this post =)

P / S : Guess I know who spammed my Cbox...Waiting for your apology... ( Updated P/S at 1.ooAM )

Update Soon =)

2010-01-21T10:30:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps!

Yea yea.. I'm still ALIVE =)

I promised I'll update soon kay ? ♥

Probably tonight or tomorrow !

I promise =)

XOXO

♥

P / S : Why choose to lie n hide when u still have the chance to apologize n be forgiven? WHY?!!

ENOUGH

2010-01-17T09:25:00.000-08:00

Go on and continue with ur lies and hide the truth...

I really had enough...

I won't give a s*** no more !!

I seriously don't wanna pretend anymore....!

I'm going to be REGRET for sure if I'm continue doing so...

Enough is enough....

P / S : I'm living in a lie...

真心 ♥

2010-01-17T00:15:00.000-08:00

一个嘴巴说爱你的人在吵架时甩身离去；

一个真心爱你的人在吵架时，总是控制不了先妥协，承认‘我错了’。

一个嘴巴说爱你的人因为你的哭泣产生厌烦；

一个真心爱你的人用双肩让你的泪水沾尽。

一个嘴巴说爱你的人讨厌你在他睡后打来电话；

一个真心爱你的人问你怎么现在才打来。

一个嘴巴说爱你的人对你的罗曼史感到好奇；

一个真心爱你的人不在乎你以前怎样，只在乎将来。

一个嘴巴说爱你的人以自我为中心；

一个真心爱你的人总是对你无条件付出。

一个嘴巴说爱你的人在寂寞的时候才会想起你；

一个真心爱你的人期望他永远陪在你身边。

一个嘴巴说爱你的人在你面前常常夸你有多美；

一个真心爱你的人很少当面赞美你，在他心里你是最棒的。

一个嘴巴说爱你的人从不记得你说过什么；

一个真心爱你的人会默默地记住你不经意说过的话，在某时某刻重复它们。

一个嘴巴说爱你的人只是寻求一种激情，并不对你负责；

一个真心爱你的人会对你负责，牵你的手步入结婚礼堂。

一个嘴巴说爱你的人会很轻易的就做出承诺；

一个真心爱你的人不会轻易做出承诺，他想成为你心目中说话最算话的男人，给你可靠的幸福。

你....真心爱她/他吗....？

P/S : 一睁眼已经四个月了。。。时间真的过得好快。。。

Updates =)

2010-01-16T18:08:00.001-08:00

WILL CONTINUE UPDATE SOON =)

P / S : I'm goin to dye my hair soon ! =P

爱

2010-01-16T01:58:00.000-08:00

在眼泪落下的瞬间转身离去，留下简单的身影。。。

将痛苦埋藏在心底，留下曾经属于彼此最美好的回忆。。。。。

曾经说过爱彼此，也许现在依然爱。。

只是。。。。

爱他，却不能和他在一起。。。

但还是很感谢，这一路有他。。。。

每份爱都很美，每段情都令人迷醉。。

不能拥有的遗憾让我们更眷恋。。

割之不断的思念让我们更留恋。。。。

感情没有对与错，就像一份永远没有答案的问卷。。。

也许那一丝丝遗憾，一点点思念。。。

会让这份答卷更久远。。。

放弃的该放弃，珍惜的该珍惜。。。。

P / S : 真心。。

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Grandpa

Parents ♥

A New Start of Life

假期 ~

I'll be back SOON =]

祝他们幸福快乐 ♥

珍惜当前，永远胜于三心二意 ~

压力

20.5.2010 ♥

双面人

I'll be back =]

=]

It's always in my heart

我爱你 ~

请你原谅我。。。

请你原谅我。。。

对不起。。。

Hey loves ♥

Bad & Evil Rules

请体谅远方爱你的小女人 ♥

男人最伤女人的几句话 ~

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Aliveeee

♥

放手

年除夕 & 初一 ♥

Hey peeps !

Greetings ♥

人生应该记住的10句话

别让生活有太多遗憾

Hey Hey ♥

Updated =)

FARK YOU !!

Update Soon =)

ENOUGH

真心 ♥

Updates =)

爱

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